Ever had that feeling when all of a sudden the blurred memory comes back and you feel something just got completed ...as if some part of your life is fulfilled . . .as if comprehension of something which is of no use to you, yet it just made you happy....it made you want more of life . .. as if you took a free fall and now you want to do it again . . .its when you start wondering that why did god give you touch when you had eyes . . .
Leaving from my office to basement to my car .. .when all of a sudden I had that feeling of being alone . . .a gush of wind rushes down me as if hugging me .. .trying to caress me. .. trying to get inside without my permission. .. . I get lost in the thoughts. . . .
Some volcano inside me trying to erupt, I think about my journey till now....god had a weird plan for me if I look back....the weirdness just does-not stop. . .from a lively child to a bookworm to a freak out to a stressed child to an incomplete engineer (although got my degree with honours) to a post graduate. . .its been a roller coaster till now. . .yet the pieces seem to fall down to their right places. . .I think of those moments when I thought I could be anything .. . .its like being a super hero the ambitions just do-not die. . .yet here I stand accomplished and progressing (career wise) . . .Only its does-not feel right....do-not think that I do-not enjoy life but yet somehow I do-not understand the real question as it clutters my mind "What am I doing here?"
The only answer that I got till now was yesterday - a hug. . . .Well not me. . .but saw a beautiful girl being hugged by her father . . .I could see her clear eyes as if washed by rose water sparkle with joy. . . .and the father could-not withhold his emotions as his drowsy eyes sparkled with joy. . . Beau - - -ti - - -ful.......It all comes back to you . . . .I am still waiting for that hug of life . . . .May be there is some other answer for me . . .God only knows. . . .
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